its a wonderful thing called google.
Idk, ever since she told me bout the rumors that she spread once again, its been on my mind. Yes, i may have said that it was over, i dont care bout it anymore. But how can anyone bury so much hate in their heart for 3 years. I was a bitch and childish in sec 3, or was it sec 2. Who wasnt. Then again, no one that age would do smth like i did. Who doesnt have a past? But each time i try and move on and to forget it, i always receive something that will pull me back.
Then to ’sks’, how can you love someone so much, when that same someone hurt you before. I remember you posting about it online, and at that time i felt like finally someone understands. We never really knew each other, then why are your perceptions about me so tinted. Will you be going around asking, ‘do you know cheryl? Do you know she did this and this. What a Ho, right?’ Arent you bored of telling the same story again and again for 3 years? Ive gotten tired of hearing it.
Then to you, is our story a sob story you tell everyone, then saying how much of a bitch or Ho i am Making everyone who dont know me hate me. Im just thankful that we dont care the same circle of friends. We may have had a smiliar circle, but we dont now. We dont even acknowledge our existence when we see each other. You either hate me too much, or didnt notice me, and i dont wanna be reminded if it. You may tell everyone you know how much you hate me, but im glad most wont know me, except for my name. Im not in that social circle, and i dont think i wanna be in it. What, let ppl judge me from a one sided story? I dont think so. If i could turn back time, id rather not go to that match. Id rather stay home and pack my stuff for my trip. But its over and nth can change it. Im not gonna be childish like last time, tryin t make you jealous or anything. It was really a stupid thing to do, thinking back. I just hope this ends with this post.
But thanks to my dear friends that believed or didnt judge me from that incident. It was the same friend that stood by me, the same one that i pushed away, and the same one that updated me with the newest rumors. Thanks friend. I may have neglected you a lot, or maybe didnt make you feel like you are my friend, you are girl! and i love you for all the help.



Meet up with guitar juniors at aloha chalet. I miss the bunch lots. Especially Charlene, GIRLFRIEND! =D